Although I had 1.5 years more before I graduated,
I still struggling in with my future.
Meanwhile,
everybody was troublesome with semester end examination,
It seemed like nothing for me anymore...
After I had entered university life;
After I had my interest in study;
After I had been advice by the old generation;
After I had researched the road could be taken after I graduated;
I felt that the examination was a matter of preparation throughout the whole semester,
And I agreed what I disagreed last time,
teacher said examination was a way to examine whether the preparation had done or not.
OMG...
But really,
If you were prepared,
you could still playing computer game as the next day would be a paper waiting for you.
Honestly,
that was what I had done last semester.
I always regretted as I moved too slow.
while the people around the world had started to stay forward since they were young.
However,
I also glad that I remained blur in my secondary school life as most of the people had spoiled their future upon the wrong choice selection.
Too many cases happened around me,
There was no way for me to not to believe it
Sincerely,
why 21?
Because this is an age which you could start to think maturely and steadily.
Well,
There were quite lots of field that I could enter after I graduated.
The summarize result was to Work or to Study
But still,
I tended to poison myself away from the selection.
It was a tough decision making.
AND I HAD STRUGGLING SINCE LAST SEMESTER.
Endless of escaping reasons,
but the time did not wait for me.
no matter how I escape,
in the end,
the question still waiting for my answer.
Maybe this was called coward?
I had get many kinds of advice.
If you tends to earn money, Study is not you choice, You should come out to work and set up you own business.
If you wants to know more, Study is a way for you to learn deeply and more.
It depends on what you actually want, ask yourself, you want to study or to work.
In IT field, there is no way for study Master as it changes rapidly.
Current working salary does not really matches what you are entitle for, Study is the choice to raise your opportunity.
The advice had no right and wrong.
It was depends on the environment.
Having Master title entitle for RM3k basic salary (3 years past record)
Having Bachelor title entitle for RM2.5k basic salary (3 years past record)
Studying Master would use minimum 2 years to maximum 4 years ( depends on the lecturer you met)
during this period studying Master, each month scholar for 1.7k-1.8k but study fees waived
during the period of working, each month RM2.5k with allowance (total is around 3k+) and each year you would have some increment + bonus.
when the time you graduated from Master, you went to have a job, you were starting at 3k and the Bachelor who was working in for 2 years had raised the salary to 3k+..........
However,
this was what I had get in 3 years back...
One biggest disappointment when I get a offer letter from the company that I interned in.
I was very happy in getting the offer.
However,
when I further to see the figure,
The gross salary was good but the basic salary did not meet the target I wanted,
perhaps was the amount did not matched as what I first came into the company.
Study,
I could get 1.7k-1.8k scholarship with tuition fees waived. (If your application success)
And each time if I submitted a paper,
I could get another 0.8k each month from the firm and max up to 2.5k (depends on the lecturer)
And this made me whether to continue Study or Work.
Perhaps this was as a male perspective...
Money was the important part for male in their life...
男人不系为钱烦，就系为女烦...
I asked myself "What do I want actually?"
I could not get any answer.
"Depends on which road can actually make my future life more meaningful"
perhaps this was the answer I want.
As grown up,
I realized that I sigh more than usual...
Is Life Liked That? Who know......
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