Monday,
as what I have promised with my mother,
I am coming back today~
I wake up very late due to ytd night I slept very late...
because I was waiting some1,
who scare to sleep alone during night...
waiting to try my best to accompany her...
but she did not find me...
well~
Is good if she can sleep along the midnight~
around 12pm reach home,
having a lunch,
then plan to go to mutiara to have a hair cut...
when i check my phone...
argh!
she msg me & saying that she wants to drink chatime...
& I,
suddenly cancelled my hair cut plan,
rush back to campus to find her...
& fetch she go buy chatime & together have a short walk in midvalley.
It is quite weird each time when we are going to shopping mall,
she will say: you walk urs & I walk mine.
=S
actually i do not know what to walk,
& standing there like a stupid waiting she finish her walk.
stand for 1-2hrs
then finally she come back & say going back...
well~
fetch she back campus & afterward i back home again.
haha...
am I stupid?
perhaps I should not be so kind...
& again,
I do not know what she think about me...
I do not know what to talk about her,
although I have do many research from Mr. Google,
but when the time with her,
I totally blank...
+_+
I'm confused...
my fren who know this my stuff has told me clearer,
if the girl always stick with you alone,
clearly show that she wants to have relationship with you,
so if you really got feel & want to chase her,
you should be success.
Honestly,
feel,
I do not know what is the feel,
what I know is when I am with her alone,
my heart beat rapidly...
& my brain is blank...
that's all...
However,
I do not know what is her feeling,
Is the same?
because she use to treat my cold,
& always reject my request.
sometimes she still can joking around me,
sharing her story, her believe.
Argh!
when i do research in the web,
If you love a girl,
you should tell her straightly (if the girl also love u la)
but my situation...
I am totally failure...
God!
tell me how to chase a girl!?
Tuesday,
coming back,
& the CSO lecturer give us a task - submit assignment on the coming thursday...
haha...
rushing for the assignment & apply my idea...
Wednesday,
the math class...
again...
when i watch her face,
inner me is burning...
& i hate she so much...
fuk!
Thursday,
skip math tutorial & going to kps Unimobile fair...
inside,
there is variety of booths,
eat, shirt, drink, reload card, eletronics device & etc.
& 1 thing attract me is the XBox sensor player,
& i go play.
nice!
but troublesome...
XP
Friday,
today tired~
keep on sleep sleep sleep...
next week is spontaneous speaking test...
argh!
nervous!
coz i scare i'm out of point & do not what to say~
