The style of writing the blog is change again~
Is this a proof to show that I am changes?
Can I say that A person will change when he/she faced a unsolved question ?
Or A person will change when he/she was too many free time ?
One thing I can conclude that because the person is thinking too much & makes his/her life in trouble.
When I was stopped playing any games, I feel that really nothing to do.
I imagined that if I were stopped watching any videos or reading any comics, I would be felt "Emptiness".
When I furthered by thinking, if there was nothing for me to do, what is the reason for me to live in the world.
Honestly, I like to read comics & watch animations,
because I can experience the different excited part that written by creative people.
When coming to the real people videos,
I getting frustrated with them because they are no longer to fulfill my taste due to the limitation of the presentation skill.
Always,
I feel myself as a wastrel.
"Always scold by parent since small"
But now,
I am slowly gaining some confident.
Confident to express, to speak, to show.
I do not know what is the reason of me to become 2 different people after studying in university.
because of the birth of my wisdom teeth?
because of the interest in the computer?
because of the change of environment?
In my opinion,
A guy can be easily felt interested with any pretty girl.
However,
To build a family,
It is not a matter of pretty,
is a matter of able to getting along together for the rest of the life.
Again,
In my opinion,
why people from different state get surprise or feel special when they meet each other?
because the environment makes people feel special.
Further thinking about that,
people like something special in their life.
However,
is the special can always be created in everyday?
Again,
In my opinion,
why people can give up easily when facing a problem?
because they are trained to be like that.
Maybe many people does not aware about that.
Due to the intelligent of our ancestors have created the perfect answer,
no people tends to modify their answer, challenges their answer.
Because everything become standardize!!
There is no longer to be written in the your own creative way.
You must follow the rules & format set by them.
I guess I have found out who am I,
A guy that can sleep for 18 hours.
A guy that can try out many crazy things that is abnormal to other people.
A guy that like to take any challenges.
A guy that like to think for every seconds even in the dream.
A guy that will always changing when experience something difficulty.
A guy that will feel himself as a stranger.
A guy that is perfectionist.
A guy that is insane.
Maybe in the other word can be said like:
A guy that like to trouble his brain.
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