30.01.2012 - 03.02.2012

Monday,

wake up early in the morning (7am)

heading to faculty office to ask plenty of stuff...

& now i experience the jam hour...

took 40mins to reach destination...

when reach office,

I asked:

1.regarding to the chging course from IT to CS

2.regarding to the course registration

I really want to scold the them edi...

email no want to reply...

nid go office only can answer,

tell me can submit the letter without result...

damn!!

last time say nid now say no nid!?
then hurry write a letter lo...

but seeking a.a signature also is a quite hard path...

conclusion!?
end out wif nth coz i cant meet my a.a....

& right now i drop an email to her...

hope she can reply me asap!

(normally she read email in the morning nia...)

haiz...

still nid to think whether sah or not sah...

after sah still nid wait 1-2months to approve...

now i also dunno how jor...

too slow la!!!!

suan...

hav a grapefruit QQ to melt my temperature...(din eat until 3pm!!)

when i bak home...

my bro fall sick...

lol...

have to go out buy bread for him...

perhaps he eat pop corn & always night not sleep punya pasal...

& hav a nap!!

i just slept 4hours nia!!

then wake up around 8pm...
& my mum din cook anythings...
end out maggi mee is my dinner...
XD
then later on go pray sky palace lor~~
Sry Mandy,
cant continue chatting wif u edi...
XD
then after that,
sleep lo~~

Tuesday,
afternoon receive a gift from UM's family...

lol...

although the design a bit clumsy,

& also SNSD album = ="

but I receive the heart,

TQ^^

appreciate it~~

However...

happy moment usually wont last for longer,

very soon,

my mood has been spoil by 1 subject -- HE,

score B-...

i expect to score B,

but...

aiks...

always scold myself y to be lazy...

but no1 answer...

coz this is me

& everytime my score is come out...

i definitely will pijak by my bro & sis...

this is my fate?

I not as smart & intelligent as them...

cant they just understand this?

& now I'm quite confuse...

my life is belonging to who?

why everything I do there will be some1 who control me?

basically,

I'm quite stress in UM...

all the students there has smart brain,

they read once,

edi can memorize all the stuff...

but me?

no matter how hard i memorize,

end up wif 0 result...

& right nw I still troublesome wif chging course...

if I get into other U,

by right I have my majoring & no need to let the trouble annoy me...

Ish...

but perhaps...

If i not able to chg...

my major will be multimedia...

the course that my parents always argue wif me...

haha...

my future will how?

let God judge it!...

I'm tired...

Wednesday

wake up early in the morning,

keep on call to fac. office...

no1 answer...

& just noe,

today is Federal Territory Day...

ish...

but yet...

the lecturer din reply my email...

making my mind full wif hatred to the lecturer...

"Never put ur life to ur lecturer, u nid to hold tightly wif ur hand!"

then continue sleeping...

nth special,

jus watch movie whole day...

another day i wasted...

Thursday,

today is my birthday!

XD

a day where my facebook profile will receive many many blessing,

whole day bz reply "tq" to the ppl hu bless me...

LOL!!

 Fu-YoH~

XD

then at night chatting wif a girl,

talking about "boy & girl r diff"

then end up wif unhappy feeling,

not the conservation,

is my feeling...

Seriously...

this few weeks I'm really not stable...

coz this months is the month where I face the reality...

noe how dark the world...

especially that day...

I'm die...

but my soul still never give up,

always keep an eye around her,

no matter how she hurt u so deeply...... (stupid!)

nobody is perfect...

perhaps this is my weakness,

looking for some1 hu love,

hu trust,

to cure, control a unstable soul...

I believe the soul is weak,

easily to break down...

I like to hurt myself

& also hurt people

never believe every1...
never put 100%  feel to a not confident relationship...
never ever repeat a same mistake...

it looks my time not left much...
hope everything go smoothly...


Friday,
Reached UM by 9am,
then as usual,
the suck office services sure want to say something rude before go settle theirs work...
*SUCK*
then reached jalan ipoh around 9.30am,
having breakfast & start to wait ppl, Jay, David, Ng...
yea...
today my ex-STPM frens want to bak to school visit teachers,
& SEMERA...
Fu-YoH!
chg jor wor!
in the gate got 2-3 guard guarding there,
any outsider have to drop theirs IC & register in office..
Wow!
Is this the SEMERA I know!?
Incredible!
XD
after finish visiting,
go to kepong mcd having lunch,
&  David got to go to do his *Personal Stuff*
then we playing a card set that Jay introduce...
not bad the card...
waiting Terence arrival.
then go to Joseph's house having PS3 game match until night,
then we together go out having dinner,
then proceed to kepong chatime to meet David & his gf...
LOL~
then chatting until 11pm only go bak home...
TIRED!!